Auguuust!

So quick!its already august! ok so I have a secret and need to tell ... I bought the new coach ocelot sophia bag!!!!! I m so excited to use it but because Joe doesn't know I bought it I have to be slick when I do use it or let some time go by so he won't figure it out! lol I feel bad but I had saved a little money for this and also my $100 gc had came and it was only good for 9 days. shame on me I know . WELL don't judge me I'm sure you're guilty of something as well I'm not the only one with skeletons... lol jk but no really

Teething oh no!

Teething is no fun, for anyone. Geeny is going thru this horrible stage. I feel so bad I wish it wouldn't hurt at all. I try to keep her as happy and comfy as possible but unfortunately sometimes it gets the best of her. I would like to thank my beautiful sister in law for giving all those tips this past saturday and for taking care of her like she was her own. ok well time for bed I've got a nerve wrecking day ahead of me tomorrow. Diff place and I'm in and out trying to finish the schedule and everything before the big meeting this week. E x h a u s t i n g..... just to think about it. Oh well I'll pull thru.

I love this little faaaace!!

For my family and friends!

I wish that I had more freetime and more money in my pocket! lol

Yes this is true. I wish I could be with my daughter more often, I wish I could do more things and not see my bank account go down but instead grow. LOL ok I'm coming back down to reality... so.. I can dream right? Well I went to visit my brother and sister in law & their kids fri - sat and I absolutely love the peace that leaving the city gives you. I had a lot of fun. Family time = Peace time. I hope I can make Geeny's life as best as I can. She has become my life and I want her to be proud of me. Also on that note I don't think you will see this but just in case if you ever read this. Babe I Love You with all my heart. So mushy I know. =) but i do...

SOooo its almost june

Hey Yawl! so here I am if I could connect my twitter to this I would be on it everyday. I try to do this mobile but I haven't gotten the hang of it. I'll get there eventually. So much happening so much going on my baby is almost 6 months old!!!!! She is such a cutie! I love her! The weather in the world has been kinda crazy lately we need to take care of Mother Earth. I might sound like a hippie but I want my daughter to have a good future. You can control what you will do for school, work, who you're with but if you don't take care of the earth its out of everyone's control. Scary thought. Anyway have a good night I'm tired! Bye

so its been awhile!

well i went back to work idk how long ago but im back!!! I need more time in the day my daughter is getting sooo big!! i love it!! Easter was great! I took Geeny and her puppy to the park for some easter fun I ddnt get too many pics but I will put up the ones i do have I was too busy w both of them to be able to tk more pics! but I had a blast maybe more than they did. I can't explain how in love I am with her!  I LOVE BEING A MOM! It does get tough sometimes but that little face!!! truly blessed I can't put in words what I have to look forward to everytime I get off work or after being out being greeted by that big ol' smile!

is it just me?

For the past few weeks Ive had my guard up put up a wall higher than any wall ever imagined and Ive been lashing out. Just angry. I don't know how to get over it or help it or anything. everybody has been telling me it's because I gave birth not that long ago but Ive never been like this this feels bad. Any tips comments would be welcomed. Im pushing everybody away it seems. =(

I can't sleep

Well here I am again I can't sleep. This little girl does not want to go to bed! She keeps fighting her sleep! I'm still on my exercise hype. That 1st day was hard. I'm going slow but I didn't realize how out of shape I am. Today really wasn't any easier, but I'm going to keep going. I would love to just fit it into my clothes without looking like a sausage lmao! No but for real I feel unhappy about this weight, and this rain doesn't help either because then I can't walk the dog outside. Oh well enough ranting I'm actually starting to feel tired. ok world good nite!

What a day!

I'm definately not very fond of the rain. It has not stopped all day. Oh well I guess. Even with the rain I managed to get up, get ready and head out for some errands. The car really needed an oil change so that was a stop and since they were going to take long anyway I went and got my hair trimmed. I know how exciting... lol. I did get a cute beanie from spencer's and also an exercise wheel thingie. When I was going back to the car I decided enough is enough. I've had enough of being fat. I need to lose this baby weight. So little by little I plan on losing weight and getting toned. I gained more than what I was suppose to and while at first I was losing it I think I've gained weight. I am going to try and keep a record of this. I know this isn't going to happen overnight but I'm determined and I want to fit back into my clothes. There's a lot of stuff I never got to wear that I bought because of the pregnancy but that's ok. Here we go! If anybody has any tips please please !!! let me know leave a comment! thanks!

BIG PLANS little plans

Have you ever had an idea you thought wow! this is a great idea! only to go ahead with it and it kinda blows up in your face? lol well I think this blog isn't really goint to take off how I thought it was going to.. but then again I haven't really been promoting it. Soooo I gues I should probably get to that huh? LOL Oh well no harm done if no one ever sees this. Geeny is doing just fine I spent the whole day with her again and thats all I really care about is her. She really is a big blessing my little shrimp! ok well I'm off to go put her laundry away! bye!

A day with baby

Hello! So today I woke up really early got ready got the baby ready because we had some stuff to do. I don't know if it's because she is still so little or because she's such a good baby but I absolutely love taking her out with me. She is so much fun to be with. It was a cloudy day but it didn't matter one bit. We went to see her uncle and grampy. They were so happy to see her. Family definately is important. I also bought some glossy photo paper, I want to try printing some pictures and framing them. Oh also I want to do a stamp of her hand and foot, I probably should have already done it but I figured I'd still do it since she is still a newborn ... technically right? Oh whatever I will anyway. Ok well I hope this blog is something I stick to. I like doing it but my time isn't going always be like this. Anyway ok goodnite!

Look at that face!!!

Geeny

		My little love

Well here I am

Well first off I want to say hello and welcome! I'm very new to this so please be nice! I'm still on maternity leave but not for long and I have to say motherhood is great. Not always fabulous but it's a great experience. While it was easy to tell my family it was nerve wrecking to tell my boyfriend and his. Now I'm by no means a qualified contestant for 16 and pregnant but I wasn't sure how they would take it. I did tell him but it took me a few months to tell his family. It ended up not being anything like I thought it would be. Lol but I was nervous what can I say. My 1st trimester I was sick but my wonderful doctor gave me anti-nausea pills and they worked great! My 2nd trimester was great I had a little bump at the end of my 4 months, no stretch marks and we found out we were having a little girl! I was ecstatic! My 3rd trimester... what can I say at the end of my 7months I had gained too much too fast and I got stretch marks booo! I was waddling couldn't sleep anymore. I couldn't wait for her to be here already. Finally in November I stopped working my belly was very big. The last week of the month my plug came out (grooosss!), and I knew she would be here soon! A couple days went by and my due date was a day away. Well the night before my due date my water broke at 11 pm! I was about to go to sleep and felt what I can only describe as a little pop inside lol. I went to the bathroom and of course my water had broken!! I was shaking I was so nervous and my contractions started right away. I had been having braxton hicks for a few months but I KNEW these were the real thing! Its a horrible pain. I got ready waited for my boyfriend to shower and pack his little bag, my bag was already ready and we were off to the hospital! Gianna was born at 3:05pm that day. She was beautiful! My little angel was really here! That first month that she was here was difficult breastfeeding was difficult but manageable it took some time to get use to but nonetheless I did it. Our sleeping schedules were completely off, some adjusting had to be done, but she was here!  I am so lucky for all the help from both families and all my friends! I can't say Thank You enough. Her 2nd month has been much easier she sleeps about 5 hours at night, lets me get ready in the morning and is very pleasant to take out with me. I love her more than I ever imagined possible. If you have any tips or want to comment pls feel free! I'd love to hear from your experiences I don't have too many friends with kids so it's nice to chat with other mommies! ok well it's Gianna's bathtime take care and have a good night!